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POINTLESS

Sat Jun 14, 2008, 1:39 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Skillet - Last Night
  • Watching: The Cat Returns
Here only to hide. Huzzah.

Why the hell am I doing this?

Sat Jun 14, 2008, 1:37 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Skillet - Last Night
  • Watching: The Cat Returns
Title says it all really. Guess I'm bored. I'll probably delete soon, since I'm not sure I want anyone to know that much about me...

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses[contacts and glasses]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. [I love little kids]
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. [No comments from anyone who knows me, okay?]
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. [Super-glued it actually. To my jeans.]
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples. [I loved it... It looked so cool!]
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. {No, but I really, really want to!]
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [...shut up.]
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [Deserved it.]
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ]I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. [Also shut up.]
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [Not in a romantic situation.]
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler. [Shut... the... hell... up. I have issues okay?]
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light. [Haven't bothered to get a license yet.]
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ]I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [And no, I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. CALL ME AN EMO AND I'LL JUST GET PISSED.]
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [Again, I AM NOT A FUCKING EMO.]
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [I can't sing or play an instrument but I'm obsessed with music.]
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic. [Only in my head. I hardly ever comment out loud.]
[ ] I twirl my hair. [Too short for that. XD]
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love. [And yet never have BEEN in love. I'm a freak.]
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

And I Declare!! ...A Total Lack of Inspiration

Fri Apr 11, 2008, 1:51 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Caramel Dansen
  • Watching: The Cat Returns
  • Eating: Nothing... As there is nothing LEFT!! GAH!
Dammit! I had this brilliant idea for a story a few days ago, and an even more brilliant one for fanfiction yesterday, but now they have both fled. Not only am I feeling pointless, but now I have nothing in particular to make myself feel less pointless with... And I'm making no sense. Oh, and I'm broke. Again. Don't worry about that too much though, it happens all the time. Just if I had some money then maybe I could go buy something to eat as we seem to have run out of everything that is not meat. I'M A VEGETARIAN, PEOPLEZ!!! Well for dinner, I had half a potato. And in the fridge something that was formerly known as cheese (:cheese:) is slowly turning into a mold-monster (Mr Moldy McMold Take 2, Thea). And the person I live with is being evil once more, and making me feel like a worthless wormy person. This is my life. Joy...

Oh yay! Looks like that nice shroud of bloody DEPRESSION and STUPIDITY is going to flutter gently over and settle on my head. ARGH!! I DO NOT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN!!!

And by Monday I have to have written two good stories for competitions, and a debate. Which I don't want to present because I'm terrified of having the entire class looking at me. Last year I completely forgot what I was meant to be saying, babbling pointlessly for a time then swore in front of the whole class. On the plus side, that was good. I was funny. On the negative side, everyone laughed. And I felt like a total FULE!!

Happily though, I have a vastly amusing DVD about cats made by the so-wonderful Studio Ghibli to watch. The Cat Returns it is called, my little friendies. I suggest you watch it. ^_^

Sigh, I would write more but I can't be bothered. And I sound like a hard-done-by teenager. How pathetic.

I returneth...

Sat Mar 22, 2008, 2:56 AM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Butterfly from DDR
  • Reading: Nothing -- I've run out of books
  • Watching: A bug do a boogie dance XD
  • Playing: FFXII
  • Eating: Carrots -- lawl
  • Drinking: Green tea -- double lawl
I returneth carrying offerings of imaginary lamingtons and muffins and all manner of little cake-lets to stave off the murderous hoards of anger reader whom have been waiting breathless for my return (i.e: NO ONE!!!). And if anyone had been waiting breathless, then they would have gone blue and died by now, cos I'm a lazy brat. I apologize.

Well, many pointless things have occurred. For example, I discovered the word "Huzzah". It is my word now, like so many other have been before ("Fish", "squid", "octopus", "cod" have all been past ones, except for cod -- that is still quite current -- it makes thea laugh..... XD -- ... I seem to have an obsession with marine life... Remind me to tell you the random and pointless story of the Spiritual Octopus someday. Not that you will find it amusing, since you weren't there when my well meaning head master unveiled it, and attempted to explain its purpose. How amusing... Ah, the nostalgic days of intermediate... Or junior high for all you others... Or chuugakko, for all you Japanese folk, as I have discovered in my classes on that interesting language. Yay me...).

Where the hell was I before that happened? And does it matter? Ah well.
GUS HAS RETURNED!!!! :w00t!:

And the Lost Chronicles of Reno lives again. Go and read. Now.

And sign up for my RPG! Please! I slaved over that damn thing, and I am now feeling rather neglected (another favourite word of mine.. oh, and irk... it is so very amusing...). [link]

I shall leave you now, because I'm dripping water on the keyboard (I just tipped about a litre of it over my head for no better reason than it is full moon and I felt like it. I do so love water...). My bloody shirt is wet too and as it is new i shall probably end up with stained skin... Anyway! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I love you all! (well, probably not, but I will sent you telepathic cookies and think of you wil great benevolence!! Like some totally insane god!!)

RPG -- COMPLETE!!!!

Sun Feb 17, 2008, 11:23 PM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Nightmare -- Raison D'etre -- I recommend it.
  • Reading: The Stormbringer Trilogy -- Also recommended
  • Watching: A bug do a boogie dance XD
  • Playing: Shinobido
  • Eating: Dried fruit. Cos it's yummiful. ^_^
  • Drinking: Green tea.
IT IS DONE!!!!!!! Huzzah!

My beloved RPG is all complete! -does a little dance of joy- :w00t!: I labored over it for many long... hours... maybe four of them... And... yes... :XD:

Anyway, I need at least five more people. :iconsilverbirch: is signing up, and there's me, and :iconwolfeclipse: is going to be making random guest appearances.

But that is nowhere near enough people... Join up? Please? All you need is to be able to write reasonably well.

And now.... :w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!::w00t!:

EDIT -- Oh, bugger, I forgot the link... here ya go!! [link] ^_^ Silly me...

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